the finest day I ever had

[xshilox]

I think I’m finally losing it. Blame it all you want on hormones, but there’s something wrong with me. I’ve been suicidal since the age of eight. There’s nothing normal about this. I can’t control these emotions much longer. I fear I am going to snap. So many vicious words and unsaid retorts that I could have said. Soon, soon they’re all going to

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[comava]

I wish I could help somehow. Just from the responses to this post, there are plenty of people who would be there for you, even if this guy isn't, and that's not counting professional help, which is probably what you need most. I can understand how easy it is to dismiss that if you aren't even fighting anymore but... don't, please.

I'm not sure I'm making sense but I didn't feel like I could let this post pass without at least trying to help a bit.