I think I’m finally losing it. Blame it all you want on hormones, but there’s something wrong with me. I’ve been suicidal since the age of eight. There’s nothing normal about this. I can’t control these emotions much longer. I fear I am going to snap. So many vicious words and unsaid retorts that I could have said. Soon, soon they’re all going to
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I went through something similar a few years ago, and after finally telling my parents they got me some couselling. It did wonders, and I have never been happier.
Please feel free to email me any time. ♥ (flailing.csi.freak (at) gmail (dot) com)
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It seems to me that you need to find help. Some things in life one can simply not go through alone.
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I recently started seeing a counsellor as I've had some issues I've been carrying round for pretty much forever. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to do but I did it and I'm so very glad that I did. Even after just the first session everything felt so much better. Just speaking to a stranger about everything that was in my head was amazing.
Life is hard but there is help out there, you just need to ask for it. I would never have gone to counselling if someone who was pretty much a stranger at the time gave me the push I needed.
You are not alone and never will be, just remember that. Everything you said rang a bell with me and I know how you feel. I'm always here if you just want to talk about anything or everything or nothing.
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Find someone you feel comfortable talking to and talk to them. A parent, a friend, a mental health professional, whoever. I agree, with planetcaptain, talking to someone about this stuff is a massive relief, and saying it out loud, you sometimes get a new perspective on things.
If you want to talk, my email is (it.grrl @ gmail.com).
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