My hand got cut open last night. Tom said i shouldn't worry unless i get lockjaw because i haven't had a tetnis(sp?) shot since 6th grade or something. thanks? Tom and i decided it would be a good idea to go into a building that no one uses anymore. I climbed 2 fences... in a dress... and got stuck at the top because of those spikes that are at ( Read more... )

Disreguard my recent endless obsession with sad expressions in this journal ( Read more... )

Im finding myself slowly slipping into insanity with every day that passes. I think i just need to get out or something. Im making goals for myself and keeping them. I don't think i can continue on like this.

I dont even know who i am anymore.
Im so unhappy here.
The only thing i can think of doing is moving back to Atlanta.. which i hated.

.im so lost.

haha ok so get this... my mom walks into my room today(because shes in town visiting) and was like... you shouldnt make out with gay boys. and im like what? and shes like you can get aids... hahahaha and this is all at like 6:00 in the morning and i've had 2 hours of sleep. I just rolled back over and pretended like she wasnt there ( Read more... )

I wasn't sure if i should have put something along the lines of... "I haven't taken my medication today and am seriously seriously about to have an anxiousity attack" but decided it would be obvious.... Anyways,There are so many beautiful moments that go unscripted and unnoticed and it makes me wonder what kinda society i live in. Im changing who ( Read more... )

It's a terrible feeling to look into the mirror and not recognize the person staring back at you.

Im exhausted. Not even sure why im writing. I haven't written in months... since April or something. Im sitting in the computer lab at school eatting the corners off a raspberry starburst and just thinking. Like has become so complicated. I can't decide if it's my lack of sleep or my realization that i should be in class right now... and am ( Read more... )

Im in the best mood that i've been in in a long time. Im only working three days this week and I only worked three last week. It's been sooooooooooooooooo refreshing. Plus, I've been exercising a ton and drinking alot of water. When i went into work on Tuesday, Sheila told me my skin looked beautiful and later on my mom said the same thing. ( Read more... )

Okkkkk, finally got these pictures uploaded. They're from last week STILL. ok, i know... I need a life.
I made Josh take this one... It was freezing out. We were at Centinal.

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