Socks and sandels should never be considered fashionably ok.
Im exhausted. Not even sure why im writing. I haven't written in months... since April or something. Im sitting in the computer lab at school eatting the corners off a raspberry starburst and just thinking. Like has become so complicated. I can't decide if it's my lack of sleep or my realization that i should be in class right now... and am completely going to fail thats making me more annoyed. I can't take anything right now. Sometimes i feel like im COMPLETELY overwhelmed... and then i think... it can always get worse. Not that i have a reason to bitch... because we all know that there are about a thousand people who have it worse then me.
The girl next to me is looking at cleaning solution ads on the internet. kill me. please.
I've been in 3 relationships in 3 months and im slowly approaching my next and am realizing that maybe this is all a mistake. Maybe i just need some time to think.. to clear my head. Yet, all i want to do is be with you. But i dont want you to change your life for me. Change it because YOU want to change it. I feel like im the only one trying anymore. I feel like im pouring my heart out and you just stand there emotionless. I can't fucking do this anymore! You have to know that i'll always be there for you. But will you be there for me?
The girl next to me is looking at cleaning solution ads on the internet. kill me. please.
I've been in 3 relationships in 3 months and im slowly approaching my next and am realizing that maybe this is all a mistake. Maybe i just need some time to think.. to clear my head. Yet, all i want to do is be with you. But i dont want you to change your life for me. Change it because YOU want to change it. I feel like im the only one trying anymore. I feel like im pouring my heart out and you just stand there emotionless. I can't fucking do this anymore! You have to know that i'll always be there for you. But will you be there for me?