1 is a very lonely number, and I am a very lonely girl.

So from this point on high school means nothing. If it were even possible for me to fuck up at my school, doing so would mean nothing ( Read more... )

Well it seems so real I can see it
And it seems so real I can feel it
And it seems so real I can taste it
And it seems so real I can hear it
So why can't I touch it?
So why can't I touch it?Ive decided that for the rest of the 18 days this journal will be open I will only post with cryptic lyrics. 10 points if you know who todays artist is ( Read more... )

You're a stranger
So what do I care
You vanish today
Not the first time I hear
All the lies I knew that he would drop off the face of the planet again. Whatever. I just dont understand why something that I knew was going to happen hurts so badly ( Read more... )

I finally woke up from the dream ive been living.
Everything seems so real now. I think I should feel more alive than ever, but I think i need to rest up a little bit before I piece myself back together.

Ill reexamine al of this in the morning.

Muuussstttt dddaaannnncccceeeeeee

1 hour until I have to be at work
1 day until the pine barrons
28 days until graduation
43 days until I leave for england
63 days until I'm legal
3 years 63 days until I'm 21

So I will be moving journals upon my graduation from highschool. Ill be starting a new chapter in my life, so why not a new journal to go along with! I will not delete this livejournal, as it contains alot of memorys my stoner ass would have forgotten by now.

My new journal name will be RottenRainbow, so add me!

I...

...Hate Thursdays
...am high
...need to get laid
anddd
..wish it was the weekend

( You practically raise the dead )