so, someone very important to me told me that my journal is boring. silly boy. <3 things have been ok lately... i guess. i have money issues and emotional issues. my time has been consumed with anthony and work. its funny how sometimes i forget about myself ( Read more... )

yesterday was easy. very easy.

i highly doubt today will be easy.

fuck fuck fuck.

i think i am getting sick.

mcveigh show tomorrow. mmmmm son.

this next week should be amazing.

the high during the day is only 48!

we are getting out.

no more of this bullshit. no more hot weather.

<3

yeah so i am trying to figure out if i am a mess or not.

i found something last night on his computer that might indicate that i might just actually be a mess.... oh geeze, the memories...

being cocky will get you nowhere

( this is who has captured my attention for the past 4 months. )

- i had more money.

- i didn't have to work.

- i could stop coughing.

- it wasn't so freakin hot outside.

but you know what, he still makes me smile all the time. so i guess life isn't that bad.

this is going the be the longest 30 days of my life

last night made everything ok.

things in this area of my life are about to get just a little bit harder.