made me cry today.

for the first time. EVER. stop this please.

oh and the weather today was amazing.

i have one more chance.

i can't fuck this up.

-jason stole my car and ran over a curb and almost flipped it over
-between 6 people we went through 3 bottles of liquour and a 24 pack of beer
-did not get home till 6 in the morning
-after tomorrow my life is going to be changed and def not by my choice
-i fucked up my knuckle :(

i miss last year.

and i also miss: kitty, nick o., keri, britty, anna, taylor and lindsey.

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you still give me butterflies.

this is going to be an interesting year.

i am way too good for the shit you put me through. i don't need this. don't sing that song to me unless you mean it. fuck all the times i have cried. when things were good.. they were really good. you know it. you admit it ( Read more... )

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

last night cleared alot of things up. its going to take me a longggggggg time to get over things and you know it. you made a very valid point. i made mistakes.... you made them too. it seriously was THE biggest slap in the face.

me thinking that is so selfish. don't think i have done everything for you for nothing.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

i think this is killing me.