i really don't know if I've been this miserable in my entire life
i need to meet new people
lots of them

I am so sick of jumping through hoops. I am so sick of not being in control of my own situations. I am so sick of covering for other people's shitiness and shortcomings. I am so sick of having to keep my mouth shut, and I am so sick of having to act polite and friendly to people when I just want to be left alone, which is about 95% of the time

at least this whole process has made me rediscover the clash. how do bands that pre-date my birth write songs that sum up my life in 2006?

I really haven't gotten enough credit for quitting smoking(especially from the person who convinced me to quit). Its really a great accomplishment, and an incredibly difficult thing to do. I feel much better, my wallet loves me, and I don't feel like a piece of shit for lying to my parents about it. I'm awesome, I just want you all to know that

How much you've changed ( Read more... )

-->Open iTunes to answer the following ( Read more... )

joe is late to pick me up so im gonna kill some time like this ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

not being good enough for your best friends
what an awesome feeling

begin trying to not a big deal out of this riiiiiiiight...

...now

in leiu of events this past friday and saturday
i am officialy desperate