With nothing left of my known universe;

I fall prey to loneliness.

With nothing left of my known world;

I walk unwillingly into the darkness.

With nothing left to guide my path;

I stumble aimlessly alone.

With nothing left;

I live in sadness.

well today i got the coat that i have been waiting for for a month. i went to this guy that works in the swap meet where i work. i went and found a coat that i liked. it is a long leather coat...like a trench coat. the sizes that he had there were too big on me so i asked for a smaller size. he told me that it would be here next week and that ( Read more... )

I am curious what is a friend ( Read more... )

Well the other day I bought my tickets to Germany. It was practically stealing the tickets at the price I got them for. So for New Years I will be in Germany freezing my ass off and watching fire works. I cannot wait. On a sad note I am probably going to be ending a friendship. I have not decided for sure yet but I still need to think more on ( Read more... )

Well so far what I have been worried about is coming true.

Well today my friend from Germany left. He stayed with me for three weeks. It was really good to see him and I think that he had a really good time here. He is now sure that he wants to move out here. He loves the warm weather and the ability to go to the beach when ever he wants to. We had so much fun. We went to Dineyland and Havasu. We ( Read more... )

At the moment I feel like I am being used and it is starting to really bug me.

Well tomorrow I sign up to be in the United States Coast Guard. I will make it so that I don't actually go into boot camp until the beginning of next year. That way I can take one semester of college before I go in. I was talking with my friend from Germany today and it scared him when he found out that I might be sent to Iraq. The thing is I ( Read more... )

Today I talked with a Coast Guard recruter. He answered all of the questions that I had at the time. Looking through the jobs that I could get the best one that I have found for me would be the OS, Operations Specialist. Basically in this job I would mainly do the search and rescue and/or intelligence fields. If I am not qualified for the OS ( Read more... )

I have been having this really weird dream. It is noting new to the type of dreams that I like having but this is getting weird to me. It would probably be stupid to you but hay nobody is asking you for your opinion. It starts off when I was in Germany. Richard, the choir director, gathers all of the Americans for a emergency meeting. He tells ( Read more... )