oh man. teh moz. nothing starts my day off quite like the smiths or morrissey ( Read more... )

i try to deny alot of who i am. i do it through laziness and rationalization mainly. laziness for the average occasion. rationalization for those times when im not lazy. and when i get past that, im afraid. my old mentor told me once that i was afraid of success, and i think thats a pretty funny thing to say. i think, relatively speaking, its true ( Read more... )

heres a fun fact about myself.
my first screen name ever was Adma Weapon. Gay, yes. But, I am a nerd and it was a play on the Final Fantasy 6 boss, Atma Weapon. I could be a nerd and go into even more depth about what the WEAPONS were, but, that would be lame.

http://www.breitbart.com/news/2006/10/19/D8KRVMR01.html

fucking disgusting

man, humans have really fucked up ( Read more... )

thats a pretty amazing video
to make up for the sheer quality of that video

thanks for that band, dannaanannanananannanaa

http://www.myspace.com/rockfordarfur
rock for darfur.
hahaha. fucking tools.
i appreciate the sentiment, i just think its disgusting.

im not trying to come off as a liberal douchebag, but, i hate the way society does portray women. something about it seems to be really... wrong? i dont know. its hard to describe. i generally think that this society of ours has a pretty fucked up conception of what life is nowadays and the disconnect from what life "ought to be" and what life "is ( Read more... )

there are some nights when it seems so close - i cant really describe it, but, this is shit that i probably shouldnt even write about in a public online journal. i dont know though, i just think that its a moments breath away.

such a long day.
i went to go see an old friend. it was interesting, and alot more than that. i refuse to become waht she imagined me becomming. i need to duck a certain fate and fast. im tired. fuck you guys. im going to sleep.