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superior vena cava
I'm a total geek. I'm excited for the school year to end because I'm looking forward to summer vacation since I'll be attending summer school for Adv. Functions. I'll get to catch up on some serious reading. I can't wait. Every day will be quite simple. I want to feel wise and mature ( Read more... ) -
AH
People who say 'fml' out loud, in real life, in face-to-face conversations with people are total tools. Saying 'f-m-l' is the equivalent of saying 'l-o-l' in a real conversation. These short hand texts do not go past your computer or phone. You're an idiot. Yes, fuck your life. -
Writer's Block: Grimm Question
My favourite fairy tale as a child would have to be the one of the 'Story of Creation' and 'God'. Oh, that was a funny one. Come on now, "fairy tales are for children".. -
TODAY
I skipped class again today. Half my school day spent outside in the warm weather. Suddenly I don't have much to say except for that I am really, really looking forward to the end of school. I can't wait for summer school. I'm looking forward to getting my cartilage pierced this weekend. I've just been really, really happy lately and I know it isn' ( Read more... ) -
give me sympathy.
"You're gonna make mistakes, you're young"
High school so far has reinforced the idea that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life and grow old with several pet cats and my cause of death will be getting hit by a car. -
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I try to force things. I try to make my own fate and it fucks me over. I made a promise, I told myself that I didn't want us. Yet I still called you, to see how you were, when I knew inside that none of this made any sense. I didn't care what you were up to. We just didn't fit. I was trying to make myself believe that what I was doing was right. We ( Read more... ) -
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I never thought that I would get sick of you, but here I am stressed about everything you are. I want to be around you all the time and you see how hard it is to let go. I know you reach out too but it's not enough. The way your touch feels, on my legs, my arms, my back, my hand on your face. You're presence is a equal mix of bliss and total anger ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Meant to Be?
There is absolutely no such thing. It's all about choices. Your life is not set out for you. It's called free will. There is no higher power that writes out your "destiny" for you. You're responsible for your actions and your life and if anything seems like it's "meant to be", know that it's all in your head. There are nothing but coincidences. -
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I'm worried that I may not make it through the next 24 hours. -
sick
I feel like I'm in another dimension, watching myself watch life around me. This week is going to be nothing but hell and I don't know how I'm going to get through it. All I know is I want to go to sleep and not wake up, for a long, long while. Actually, before Monday evening would be ok. Franz.