TODAY
I skipped class again today. Half my school day spent outside in the warm weather. Suddenly I don't have much to say except for that I am really, really looking forward to the end of school. I can't wait for summer school. I'm looking forward to getting my cartilage pierced this weekend. I've just been really, really happy lately and I know it isn't going to change. This is how I want it to be, forever until my last breath. I still can't sleep at night because my mind is racing all the time and it doesn't know how to rest. I want summer vacation to clear my head up and devote myself to life. Thinking of the future is making me anxious. I can only focus on the next coming moment, everything else is much too far away. Impossible almost. So for now, I'll stick to getting the most out of every single day, every single hour, every single second, every single moment. I don't want this to end. This is perfect.