WOWWW talk about experiences...in the past week I've learned:

Monday nights drunk/high with the Girls are better than Saturday Nights with a Keg
Everyone will let you down
Never let being with someone excuse losing your friends or yourself
You're 23847897 times stronger when Em n Tarah have your back
Natty Ice isn't so bad...warm and cold
Sometimes old ( Read more... )

*Jordan's AmaZinG* On Saturday, him n Matt got flowers and candles and made us Spaghetti and Fettucini (our favorite foods of course). Then Jordan asked me back out by dropping down on one knee n like proposing. THEN he told me he loved me by the fire. That was by far my favorite memory that I've ever had. I don't know how this boy got to be so ( Read more... )

&& i can barely remember what he looked like when he woke up..or smelled like after a shower

i can barely remember where it went wrong...

i dont need to have rocks thrown at my window. i dont need flowers or presents. i dont need to be taken out to somewhere nice so that i can dress up once in a while. i dont need the cute voicemails in the morning when i wake up or the good night phone calls before i fall asleep. i dont need constant reminders of what's so great about me. i dont ( Read more... )

so today sucked. my life has sucked. but whatev..it goes on right? so now im guna make a post about good things n maybe cheer up a little?

Emerald, Tara n Lisa- Thank you. You three have seriously kept me OK thru everything falling apart. You're always there when I need you and you always give me your honest opinion. You tell stupid stories to make ( Read more... )

so i woke up today with jordan kissing my forehead..then he said he got me a present and he had a single rose for me...AND he cut all the thorns off

he's simply awesome

what does it take to be happy? i mean genuinely content with what you've got or been given. God never gives you something you cant handle right? but why does it seem like it's always just one thing after another?...im sick of that

what would you say if i regretted it? if i wish i could undo what i did to us? would you take me back or walk away just like i always did?

..im starting to realize that there's only been one person in my life that made it all ok. one person that dropped anything and everything for me when my day didn't go according to plan. there was only one ( Read more... )

he's amazing. he's seriously my favorite boy ever =)

...theres not much to say. i think ive realized that if im not bitching, i dont talk much..hmm thats fun.

but lifes good. Rosi's thing on Saturday went good, well as good as could've been expected, Matt was home this weekend and that was fun, im sick and im tired. i think ive missed half the days ( Read more... )

Karma's a BITCH. and you're the idiot that deserves it. i'm so glad i got you back for everything yesterday, goddd that frickin made my life worth living. now all your friends can see what a lying piece of SHIT you really are. even though it wasnt like a complete payback, i wouldve loved to see the look on your face when you heard it...so im dirt? ( Read more... )