senior year. oh boy. heres what we got so far. no cheerleading, which was a long complicated decision for me. not so sure how i feel about not being a cheerleader. its nice to have some free time. i like that it doesnt own me anymore.
i started piano today. now im taking voice and piano. i feel very musical. :]
ive been hyper lately. late night ( Read more... )

beginning of june through june 24: cheer 4 days a week (most likely monday-thursday) 6 AM to 8 AM. other than that im pretty much free.
june 24-july 9: europe trip!!!!
july 9-11: westchester fest!!!!!
july 12-13: high school musical auditions 1 PM- 5 PM
july 14: all day cheer camp skills clinic. yikes!
july 16-18: cheer camp!
july 12- august 6: high ( Read more... )

today was pretty lame. im glad school is finally over. it seemed like it was one million hours longer than usual today. i want to go on the retreat that left today. junior retreat was amazing. i cant believe i was there less than a month ago. but now im jealous of these junior retreat virgins who are experiencing it for the first time today. (im ( Read more... )

i just went back and reread all my entries. i was such an angry biotchhh freshman year. damn. i read all those ones about people where you cant read the names. and now i dont remember who any of them are. =[  this thing is like a freaking diary. i love it. cuz if i had an actual diary id just lose it. but you cant lose a website! today has been ( Read more... )

i kinda miss school. thats so weird. but this summer is too stressful. =[ and i hateeee hateee hateeeeeeeeeeee work. w.e summer isnt very long anyway. i wanna see everyone at school. i miss ppl. i cant believe its only the second week of day camp/cheer. could this go any slowerrrrrr?

so today ended sophmore year. its def bittersweet. all i can say is this has been the by far the weirdest year of my life. first and second semester feel so completely different that it doesnt feel like it should be over. this year ive gone through so much more drama, had new experiences, and my first opinions on like everyone at naz completely ( Read more... )

not sure where i'm really going with this. but i feel like shit...like usual. my life is pretty much a joke. i have NO idea where i'm going in life, whos really matters, if things have even the slightest chance of getting better. i really have no idea about anything. but i do know i've never felt this alone in my life. i truly don't feel like i can ( Read more... )

You're avoiding everything and it's pushing away your friends. Especially me. And it's pretty hypocritical, especially after what you told me. I wish I could trust you but honestly now, how can I?

If you're mad at me tell me, not someone else. I miss you, but this is getting ridiculous.

I'm trying so hard to get over you. I don't want to, but I have ( Read more... )

i dont really have anything to write about but i really feel like blogging. so here we go ( Read more... )

• to not lose a best friend. this year i've come too close to losing some of my best friends. some i have lost. 09 my goal is to be the best friend i can be to those worth keeping. :]
• to have higher confidence. nothings slowing me down anymore!
• to get better grades. doing homework isn't that bad if it means i get to go away for college ( Read more... )