I said I was done with this.. but how could I ever walk away from livejournal?! So yea, add my new username:

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Fuck this. I don't need it anyways. I'm starting a new chapter in my life, as strange as that sounds.. The last chapter was a piece of shit anyways. So now I'm just not going to update. Not like I had anything worth writing ( Read more... )

Get this.. Today was actually a good day! I know, it sounds strange coming from the queen of Emo Journal Entries, but I think it was true. I think I've come to terms with the fact that this is as far as it goes, and even though I still wish it wasn't that way, I can at least allow myself to be happy. I just wish I was happy.. with him. Oh well ( Read more... )

So today I got up and went to church. We didn't get to go to class again.. Argh.. Not that I actually care about church, per se, but I think I can move on from everything if I just go to class to see.. people.. Hah. Well, I won't move on, but my mind will be taken off of him for awhile. Then I went to breakfast with my family.. Then home ( Read more... )

Last night we had so much fun. Jamie, Maria, Olga, and I are just that cool. I know, you're so jealous.

There was drama. But it didn't really have an affect on us. Though I can't say the same for the Red Bull.. Hah. So yea, I have about eight billion pics to post. And some from last weekend, too..

( Be Warned: Pictures May Contain Content Not Suitable for Those Who Are Sane.. )

Today sucked. The World started loving me again, but, as pathetic as it is, I liked it better when it hated me ( Read more... )

Today was very confusing. During school I was in a very good mood for more reasons that I should hate.. because they only exist due to the fact that the world hates me.. Oh well ( Read more... )

Today school was probably the best day since last Wednesday. But I know it's for reasons that should not exist. I'm regressing.. I need to get snapped back into reality and stay away from hope. All it does is ruin everything ( Read more... )

Today sucked. I wrote/received at least 10 notes today. I liked that.

Combined lunch wasn't as awesome as it normally is? Maybe because the entire world sucked today. Okay, maybe just my entire world sucked today ( Read more... )

Why do I let him do this to me? No, wait.. Why do I let me do this to me? I hate it..

FCATs only semi-helped clear my mind, especially since they only last a total of twenty minutes. Oh well.

Strange coincidences are just annoying reminders..