Everything always seems unstable for me even when it kind of is. Because whenever I think it is there is a turn for the worst. I don't like expecting the unexpected. I have to try to tell myself to let it be.

How hard is it to find a boy that keeps his word. I don't kow what to do. I feel like I'm over reacting, but then I don't.

Cereal is so gooood! Mmmmmm!

My oh my.

Like boyz.

I can't trust. I just can't. :/

So fucking depressed. Ehhhhhhhhhh. I hate boys.

Things are wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy too complicated.

Things are wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy too complicated.

I feel like getting crunk soon. I normally dont like to drink, but every once in awhile I like to get drunk off my ass. It's fun, but I always end up doin shit I regeret. Fuck it.