This is...worse than high school...people talking about me behind my back...people who shouldnt be doing it!! I cant turn my back for one second...its worse than being at school...I'm tired of it. Why do people hate me so much? More drama than school. I dont know whats wrong with me. I just pray God gives me strength.

Heather...has made a monster of me with this google game lol. Lemme show you what all I got...if you wanna do it...go to google and type in [your name] needs...and see what you come up with ( Read more... )

JIMMY EAT WORLD - The Middle Lyrics ( Read more... )

Maybe...it's PMS...or maybe there is just something wrong with me. I kinda feel like people dont like me...or like...I'm just not good enough for anyone. I feel like...I dunno...I feel kinda alone. Maybe its just me...or maybe I'm too nice...maybe I'm too naive...I dunno...all I know is that I wish I felt needed and wanted. Brian is the only ( Read more... )

So...I keep wearing my retainer for the bottom every night, and my bottom teeth were straight this morning, and now they are crooked again!  LOL THAT SUCKS!!  So yea..not much has been happening lately...I'm kinda boring...I am missing guard a lot!  I wish I could do it...I really do...but I know that my mom is right, and that I need a job and all ( Read more... )

I'm sooooo...uber bored! I have basically been on this dumb computer all day. I'm gonna try to put in some applications for jobs tomorrow. So that will be good. My mom made me choose between winter guard and the Orlando trip. Yea...I chose the Orlando trip. I hate it...having to choose. I really want to do both...but the trip...thats ( Read more... )

I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so ( Read more... )

My mom...might not come to see me sing tomorrow at the game...if you can come please do, I hope to see you there, so I know people are cheering for me.

Why...do I ALWAYS get the blame about this stuff? I can't control it! I can't help but graduate. Everything is my fault but its NOT! ITS REALLY NOT! Why am I so easy to blame for everyone elses problems? Do I have a target on my forehead or something?? I want it all to stop. I can't keep taking it, everything, all this blame, its like the ( Read more... )

So many...people ask how I found Brian, and how I got so lucky to find such a powerful relationship with him. I tell them I didn't go looking for it, the love thing found me. You can't search for a relationship, honestly, it comes to you...the underlined parts in this song really convey that ( Read more... )