My Fault
Why...do I ALWAYS get the blame about this stuff? I can't control it! I can't help but graduate. Everything is my fault but its NOT! ITS REALLY NOT! Why am I so easy to blame for everyone elses problems? Do I have a target on my forehead or something?? I want it all to stop. I can't keep taking it, everything, all this blame, its like the world is on my shoulders yet everyone says, but thats your fault. I keep getting blamed for things I have no control over, and I'm trying so hard, but who else sees that? Who else looks? I'm not looking for pity, but I feel like I will explode if I dont say all this. I HATE BEING BLAMED FOR EVERYTHING!!! I want all the pain to just go away, I wish I could just go numb. Its my friggin senior year...why is it my fault??