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[xoaar143xo]

yes its been like 200000 years since ive written in here and its almost midnight and im exhausted so this will be short. yeah i just got in from work. and i talked to sarah<3 when i got out n it helped me a lot. and im talking to matt right now whos a good kid :-). but yes i dont think i could really talk about my problems that are buggin me beyond

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[xleenasxeyesx]

hey hunny! I totally agree with you on sooo much shit in here!! I just wish i had more of the guts to say it all. I definately give props to you for all that. i miss you alot. we need to hang out more. and im not one of those friends that say 'i love you jackie' and not mean it. i do. i know we dont hang out as often (since i dropped out), but i am here for you ANYTIME you need me. you got my number. just call. if its to hang out, or even just to talk. you are one of the only people i can talk to about the boy, and u will listen. everyone else just tells me to break up with him, just caz they dont like him, or heard stupid shit.. but you actually see him for who he is, and not for what other people say. and i love that about you. we def. need to chill soon. one piece of advise.. not trying to tell you what to do. just saying it caz i love you. dont always resort to drugs. yes they are a temporary fix, and help for a lil bit.. but dont always think thats the answer. use it as a reward, not your life. love you girl.
-Colleen

[xoaar143xo]

thanks. sumone appreciates the bluntness. yeah im def fed up with peoples bullshit. i really hope sumone has a problem with it so i can rip sumones face apart. but yes man call my cell and we shall hang out ;-), and none of this harshness was directed towards you at all.. it was for people in general and especially three individuals in my life who fukked me over recently. im usually really passive n chill about shit n i dont get mad. i guess the only time i really get pissed is when ppl diss my Jeep or fuck up trust, and trust is a hard thing for me. but yes..ur boy lol hes a good kid. no reason to hate him. people talk shit. ALL people do, and i feel that if i judged him, i would just be contributing to the dehumanization process.(basically the belief that humans get dumber every day). def call me sumtime my lovey ;-*