My computer got stolen.

Out of my dorm room, while I was in there sleeping.

Shit sucks.

and two days after I got two tickets and my car got towed.(and while getting towed the tow truck hit my car and knocked the front bumper off)

and during the same month as my kidney stones.

this is not dev-dev's time.

oh well.

I seriously don't know what I'm going to do.

1:24 AM:
try not to cry.
repeat to self:
"it's going to be [okay]"

1:27 AM:
not better.
keep trying.
over and over again.

1:32 AM:
stop this shit.
now.
now.
now.
now.
now.

1:33 AM:
"it's going to be [okay]1:40 AM ( Read more... )

not to top off katie's arthritis/valentines day, but i can...

I had kidney stones (for the third time in my life) today.

I've been fucked up on percocet all day, spending most of my time sleeping.

I did manage to go out to dinner with some friends though.

I'll elaborate more later when I'm not so tired.

welcome myspace # 539283.

honestly. what the fuck?

I've got...

paper mache on my pants;
taco bell in my stomach;
malace thoughs in my brain;
mud on my shoes;
no one in my bed;
shivers down my spine
and that song in my head.

what a fucking mess.

why do I keep putting myself through this?
I know I should stop,
but it seems I can't.

shit.

say it again:

shit. shit. shit.

you try not to;
yet it fucks you anyway.

Across:
14: waste of time? (two words)

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Natasha Bedingfield is my jam.

what a babe.

update:
not sure why,
most of this doesn't mean anything
to you.

the things i say are not
what you think.
you have no idea
but you try to understand.

stand-up and speak your mind;
it has more to say
than your mouth alone.
trust me.
i know this to be true;
but i don't follow.

stupid.