the thing i hate most of all about this is that when i look back at this part of my life i should be able to say i was having the best time of my life...instead im going to look back and remember how our hearts were breaking ( Read more... )

i heart dana Jajajamieee: dp you ever get the urge to finger paint ( Read more... )

work last night was terrible...everyone was pissed at everyone...and i have to go in again tomorrow, possibly friday if i feel like covering for alena or sunday ( Read more... )

i cant drive with matteson anymore bc she ran into my neighbors yard after me and my mom told her to...how fucking weak

work at 5
i got a little bit of a tan sunburn
bryne is sleeping over

joe, you make me happy...that makes me happy

matty came over ( Read more... )

from noon till 3 30 was perfect
i dont understand but i feel safe around him
i feel great
even when we are talking about everything that is going on
even when he is being weird and biting things
when we were lying on the bed doing nothing
when im trying to get him to laugh even though i know he wont
when im telling him to be happy

its great

so yesterday after school i forgot my shit in cattels class and had to hunt down a janitor to open the door ( Read more... )

first night of work was good
3 people, kinida busy....kinda hard

sunday 5-9
one other person

tuesday 5-9
all alone

my mom is freaking out out of no where randomly, i fucking hate this

my lip rings ball wont go back on

friday fest and kristens party tomorrow

joejamie time saturday

work and bryne sleeping over sunday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOE...in 23 minutes

friday-fest and kristens shindig
saturday-joejamie time
sunday-probably bryne((?))

tomorrow-first day of work

how eventful

i still dont know whats going on wth bryne

or joe

somethings got to happen
somethings got to give

holy crap, im mixed with so many emotions right now ( Read more... )