isn't it fucked up how you can try and try to get past something, but never do? i'll be good for months and then just bam, shit comes crashing down again...i hate meds, i hate that i can't stop drinking, i hate that i can't get ahead eventhough i know i should be. as always, i strive for mediocrity like i have all my life...i should've been gone
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