I was looking back on entries and most of them i write becuz i'm sad/depressed or whatever. but i guess thats what a diary is for. i'd keep a real diary, but i like typing so much better than writing. and when i write when i'm angry i can't really read it afterwards anyways... it looks like chicken poop. so i might as well document my emerging ( Read more... )

it never gets easier to say goodbye... its been 3 years of this bullshit being apart and i still get emotional EVERYTIME i have to say goodbye for another 3+ weeks (which is nothing compared to people that go months upon months without seeing their bf/gf) I hate getting emotional. i'm finding that when i watch movies where someone's significant ( Read more... )

i guess having a mom be happy to have me home is too much to ask for. i'd even settle for a mom that was indifferent to my return. but no, my mom calls me the day before i'm coming home when i have a huge final the next day to tell me that she wants me to give her my house key bcuz she doesn't trust her daughter to be in HER house, if she leaves ( Read more... )

a lot of my friends are either cheating on their significant other or knowingly fooling around with someone that has a significant other. and its making me depressed. because no matter what, I can't help but put myself in that other person's place.... and i can imagine how they would feel....or how i would feel anyway. and most of the people that ( Read more... )

I fucking hate technology. I got this virus from one of my friends thru AIM and the virus software that i have doesn't detect it. so i unintalled AIM and installed the new Titron AIM because its the only version that i can install now. And it is complete bullshit. first of all, it automatically puts up away messages if i'm idle and i don't know how ( Read more... )

Fuck my mother. i believe she is crazy. i hope its not hereditary. and i hope i spelt that right. but seriously, I AM SO MAD RIGHT NOW.

I am not happy in a school where 70% of the population consists of wicked DUMB GIRLS.

My cousin just asked me to be a bridesmaid in her wedding. WHOOOOHOOOOOOO! I love getting dressed up! I mean, its like the maid of honor without all the work. haha, I'm stoked.

WARNING TO ALL NEW HAMPSHIRE DRIVERS ( Read more... )

Ok so justin and i are deciding on vaporizers and trying to figure out what is what. so I go to this site and it tells how vaps work and i'm like hoooly shit.. they are doing organic chemistry ( Read more... )