Jake came to town for a couple days. So great to visit with him. Happy it makes me to know that we make each other laugh a lot and that were still long distance bffs after 10 years!

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So basically, I have a bit of crush on a married guy. And said married guy has a MEGA crush on me. Its been so for 2 years, and I've only just recently-a month ago, found out he was married. Wtf?

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I'm sitting in the kitchen across the table from matt. He's gone to go get us mcdonalds breakfast. I guess I can let go of the mini-inside grudge I had about him taking my $40 for him putting in his old stereo. I've probably almost accumulated that much in a running lunch tab ( Read more... )

It felt good today to be able to be a little bit open -without feeling as though I'm really tattling- and let erin know a bit of what really gets me worked up and fuming at work. It was nice to have her not judged or be demeaning but actually be supportive and understand -without taking a side ( Read more... )

Its so amazing that I took about 20 minutes out of my life to make a post about the dream I had about witnessing a shark attack last night, then it fucking got deleted.

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Welp. Its finally happened. I finally not only filled out, but I've also submitted an application for employment other than rood and riddle jr high. Er, I mean equine hospital. We shall see ( Read more... )

well...here i am again. just shy of posted one year later. im listening to josh ritter right now, whom i love. hes easy on the ears, not so much on the eyes but i love him just the same ( Read more... )

so, its been 7 weeks today that matt selfishly ripped my heart out.

ive put so much energy into trying o be okay and be strong having to see him 6 out of 7 days of the week still. but, i just cried again today. i know im not really okay, and its like i ran out of energy to make myself seem that i am. im GETTING there. i think. i know  have to get ( Read more... )

this is who i hang out with everyday and dress in super kickass clothes.anthony jon. i heart him.

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so last night i saw alanis morissette. it was seriously the greatest thing ever and me and kara had so much fun. and no im not even exaggerating, she was amazing. jason mraz was her 'opening act' if you will.... got to here a just like a song an a half, pretty fun but i would have gotten annoyed if id been there for his whole set ( Read more... )