wow i cannot even describe the contrast between how well i thought i was doing and how poorly i am actually doing ( Read more... )

i havent been able to update for the longest time. for some reason my computer would shut off every time i came to LJ. sad ( Read more... )

well we have made some serious progress with the benefit.

Check this out if you please:

http://www.myspace.com/broadwayscares

so in case some of you didnt know i was in Ragtime this summer. i havent done the whole LJ thing lately. but yeah i liked that the show kept me occupied and around music and theatre. so now since the show has been over ive had time to think about all the stuff i say i want to do but never take action and one thing kept coming up.(and YES i AM ( Read more... )

so ive had my schedule but i havent shared it with anyone yet so i figured id post it here in the event anyone wanted to see what classes we had together. although that is semi-unlikely ( Read more... )

its been a really long time but i realized the other day that maybe typing my thoughts out here used to be what made me a secure person.just getting stuff out. ive been really really insecure lately and im not really sure why that is i think it could be because i have all these negative thoughts swirling around with no where to go but to the same ( Read more... )