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[xlostmysanityx]

As I sit here over another month has passed since i last wrote in here. I think about things that have happened and things that have been done. She is always on my mind and i love and care for her so much despite the fact that sometimes it does not seem like it. I know I hurt her more then anyone ever could have and I hate myself for it day after

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[anonymous]

Only she can make the decision to stay and obviously what you did isnt forgivable. Maybe in time she'll learn that people make mistakes but for now she doesnt seem like she'll change her mind. Time heals the pain, the question is will you truely learn and change in time or do you do what works best for you? Will you be around if and when she decides to try this again? And will things be any different next time?

[xlostmysanityx]

Whoever this is what I was unforgivable and I know it is her desicion. I made the worse mistake of my life and I know it cant be forgiven. I just hope she can forgive me. I love her so much and I hope time can help.