okay so.... i have actually been in the best mood this week. My parents have been gone all week and it is the best thing ever! i love it. i love being able to do whatever the fuck i want and they can't say shit to me. haaaaaaaa. And i've decided that i am definitly in love with him. AH I'M SO HAPPY!

wow... the past few days have been shocking. I don't care what ppl think about me and my relationships anymore. No one could possibly understand me and gio.(not that my friends try to understand...they have no idea.) He needs me more than anything right now. And i feel like he has taught me a lot. Last night i sat and let him cry on my shoulder. I ( Read more... )

alright..... i HAVE to get outta my house.

anyone wanna get an apantment with me?

i swear... the world it full of some fuckin strange ass people. this guy beside me in class is so fuckin wacko, and annoying. wtf? i always get stuck next to the freaks. o lordy.... ha.

so its most def. over for good now. What sucks is that he really had no idea how much i did like him. He told me "jen, it feels like you're just up my ass all the time about shit."...... wtf? that fuckin pissed me off. so if thats how he feels then fine, i'm gone. for good ( Read more... )

okay so last night was the second night in a row that i to work till 12 am or later. and wake up the next morning before 8. ugh. it sucks. i'm so freaking tired ( Read more... )

You scored as Home - Three Days Grace. You are "Home" by Three Days Grace. You are not good at letting go of the people you love, and will keep putting faith in them. You feel abandoned a lot. You hate your home, you hate where you are stuck. You are a loner because you feel like people will always leave in the end.

Home - Three Days Grace
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i am SO SICK of being so fucking nice to everyone and then being treated like shit. I am sick of my "boyfriend" lying to me. its fucking over. i can't deal with this. i'm done being the nice girl. fuck that.

(1) People who tell me that smoking is bad for me. Umm....like...ok shut up. i know its bad for me and anyone who doesn't must be dead to the world ( Read more... )

...and everything good came to an end.

some advise given to me....

wuzmeant2brv (11:37:24 AM): be safe go out tonite find yourself a hot guy and throw him down and f*** him till he crys

perfect idea. LOL