i don't wanna be a face in the crowd..i wanna make a difference. i want to be different. different in a sense of, not average. not the girl that does drugs and has sex with every person that says they care. i'm not that girl now, but i want to promise myself i never will be. strangely enough, i've had a lot on my mind lately..and i think i found ( Read more... )

i feel like i've let you down..the same way i always seem to be let down. and i don't want to do to you, what i hate being done to me..which is exactly what i am doing. i know i've hurt you, not intentionally, but i know i have. and i don't know what i'm supposed to do about it.. you're my best friend..and i hate knowing that it's my fault that you ( Read more... )

so i'm pretty sure i witnessed the cutest thing in the world last night ( Read more... )

i remember the beginning.

haha i liked zak hale.

& i played softball alot.

i saw you guys at the park almost everyday.

shulers house was/is amazing & swimming rules.

i met rico&kyle&dylan&mitch&shuler& tom..sorta.

zak hales graduation party.. tom got pissed.

it was quite hilarious when zak kept getting called a little bitch.

text messaging was my ( Read more... )

this is everything.

Every day trying to make up for the one before
climb three flights to tremble at the sight of your already open door
the frustration I see when I tell you I like some company
breaks my heart
how can you be so impartial?

and I've made myself the fool ( Read more... )

no more cell phone.
no more car.
no more freedom.
i'm losing everything & its all my fault.
starting right now, i'm changing.

oh how many there are.. i'm so tired of thinking i can count on people, and being let down everytime. the day before i had my wreck, my "best" friend told someone that i was a cold hearted bitch, and that she never planned on talking to me again. her reasoning: she called me for two days and i didn't call her back. another one of my friends, told ( Read more... )