rigid [severe]
scared [terrified]

He held her like steel under a bridge supporting ( Read more... )

Okay a fucking recap shall we?

TODAY -> I went over Dana's house and watched Disturbia and Music and Lyrics
<- TONIGHT - Drove aimlessly for an hour on the phone with Matt ( Read more... )

So i visited matt's mom today. she had a UND football tee and a poster for me. So exciting (= heh. I love her like she was my own mom. Shes so amazing. Wish she was my mom. Matt thinks we're so much alike. i kinda see it but then i dont. she really reminds of my aunt blanche, but either way shes the greatest ( Read more... )

So i threw something into the living room and bam! there goes my bracelet matt gave me the day he left and it snapped in half! i am so pissed... i can easily fix it..i just need the other half...nice ( Read more... )

I colored my hair yesterday. Almost black with a little lighter brown peeking through. i like it. it's different ( Read more... )

So Matt's gone.
It's the strangest thing really.
It's almost like when someone dies, it's seems so unreal and that it didn't actually happen and they're still here and you'll see them tomorrow.
I wish.
He will still call me everyday and/or text me.
Whatever he can do at that time; i just won't see him.
And that sucks SO much.
Ugh I hate distance.

Oh my God. So tomorrow Matt leaves for college at 3p. So since that was basically my life besides David, I think I may start to get back into the Live Journal...what's one more boring journal added to the site? So I'm babysitting as I always do every Tuesday at 6a until about 4p 430p. Great fun huh? Wrong. I've got so much shit to do and no time ( Read more... )

so i have no bank account. my mom took my money to pay a house payment. wonder how long ago that was. i only found out bc i went take money out and they said i no longer had an account. wonderful eh?

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