And I thought i was getting old...maybe not. I was checking some things on the puter and airik was relaxing for once beside me. He actually told me to turn the music down. HA They say if its too loud your too old. Been feeling a lot better about things. Corinna forgave me my transgressions, and even took me back. Don't ask me i was amazed. Things ( Read more... )

They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder...is it the same for the truth. Trust is a major issue in a relatinship. Once its lost can it ever truely be regained. If a man cheats on his wife with another woman, his wife takes him back...great. Will she ever truely trust him when he says he has to work late. Should she even have to. The man may ( Read more... )

So wow it's been an interesting couple of days. Night before last corinna came up to see me and spent the night. We got up yesterday morning and went for some lunch at Bruno's pizza (kinda like cece's pizza in indy) we had a great time but some of the pizza i ate has given me the worst gas and heartburn i have had in probably years. Don't laugh it ( Read more... )

Ok so im wierd hehehehe...I have been thinking about the Eddie Izzard HBO stand up special where he's talking about italians and there little scooters running around saying "ciao!" so i have my little niece julia saying it now heheheehe. Anyway, Amy and I are still friends. Im so glad...i never in a million years wanted to hurt her. Shes a good ( Read more... )

I got a message today from a great friend. I think i have been omitting her from my live journal because of the problems in the last couple of entries. I mean to correct that right now. Corinna im sorry. You are right. You have been a friend to me when i needed one the most. Held me and told me things would be ok, in some ways you have helped me ( Read more... )

Ok so i talked to amy tonight and i think that some of the things i have said in previous entries weren't entirely fair. In my last one i said how good of a person she really is, and i meant it. I think a lot of what is going through my mind is being scared. But i really think i am making the right decision. I need to be alone to sort out my life. ( Read more... )

Things have gone haywire lately. I love amy, i really do. Things just aren't ok. She needs time to grow up and decide what course her life is going to take. It's not for me to interfere with. Airika and I got married to young and she spent the majority of our relationship hating me for tying her down with a child and responsiblities that she didn't ( Read more... )

Ok so I fucked up and forgot our anniversary. Im sorry that i have had a few more important things going on in my mind than the fact that we have been together for four months!(and yes i know it's been four months.) I have been going bonkers trying to find a job and get airik enrolled in school in getting that going. I have been spending time with ( Read more... )

I have always thought that part of being a well balanced person was being able to see both sides of an issue. Looking at both, measuring both the good and bad of each side. Then making a decision that best supports the outcome you desire. But, they say hindsight is 20/20. Im starting to think my decision to leave indy was a mistake. I keep telling ( Read more... )

Well had airik's kindergarten picnic today..things went well. I found out he doesn't start school officially till monday. He has an ohio state evaluation that is done by his teacher tomorrow at 1:40. it's supposed to take just a few minutes but it will give me time to talk to his teacher. Threre were so many people there today that i didn't feel if ( Read more... )