Im sorry
Ok so I fucked up and forgot our anniversary. Im sorry that i have had a few more important things going on in my mind than the fact that we have been together for four months!(and yes i know it's been four months.) I have been going bonkers trying to find a job and get airik enrolled in school in getting that going. I have been spending time with my son and my nieces, whom i am just getting to know for the first time in their lives. Not working is driving me nuts, I can't even buy the school supplies airik needs for school. My dad had to pay for them because im broke. And yet i sit here at night and listen to amy whine about how bad things are for her. Im sorry right now things are a little more rough for me. i listen to amy talk about how her parents went on vacation without her, and i understand that it wasn't cool to take off without telling her, but, they are grown adults and they have a right to go on vacation without there 20 year old daughter. You have to grow up sometime. Truthfully I have been getting tired of how much she thinks of herself and how much she bitches about other people. No one on this earth can make her truely happy. Because she can't be happy with herself. I love her, but, i can't deal with this anymore. Her problems with being depressed aren't helping my mood either. It's added stress that i don't need or want. My main concern is taking care of airik. Honestly it's my only concern. Till next time, Excellsior