Yesterday I spend most of the day in the hospital. My Mums best friend was diagnosed with terminal cancer last week. I did not expect her to die at 1pm yesterday afternoon. It was horrible. The sounds, and the fact that she was in pain until the last injection of God knows what. I never want to be like that. Just waiting to die. Animals can be put ( Read more... )

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I actually feel that stuff is going right in my life. I am happier than I have EVER been, and I have found the love of my life. No one could ever give me what he gives me. Ever. He is everything that everyone else has NEVER been. I don't want to count my blessings just yet as I want to wait unti that contract for my job and the house is actually in ( Read more... )

So...the mortgage went through. It is in John's name as I don't have a contract yet. So yeah, I have a house with my boy! It needs some work, but I can't wait to make it ours!

Well it's my birthday tomorrow. I am 29. It is also my one year anniversary with John! The anniversary is great. Being 29 aint!

I will update later. I am too tired!

It was my friends wedding on Saturday. She looked like a little princess. She is such a little creature and her dress was so big and amazing! It just made me want to get on with things even more. I have a year to do this. I need to be married before I am 30!!!


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I am glad that I am not feeling like I did this time last year. I am getting married, not trying to make my grave.

What can I say that could do this any justice?

*UPDATE* More than 30 dead.