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TO A GREAT UNCLE:
This is a repost from my myspace bulletin board, Id like to keep this up online for others to read..... In memory of my uncle who past away friday night feburary 1st.
You dont know how much I will miss you, and that you wont get to ride the train with me someday but at least your not suffering anymore. Over the years we have had some great times ( Read more... ) -
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Oct 2nd I start locomotive engineer training at NJ transit. I consider this livejournal a distraction from my education, so im probably going to delete it. Other online items may and most likely will follow. I need the least amount of distractions possable. If i dont talk to you for the next 18 months, please dont take it personally im just busy ( Read more... ) -
Say a little prayer...
As some of you may or may not know about a month ago my uncle was diagnosed with cancer again. He has cancer in his espohagus and his back, and at this point were not sure if its cureable. I dont know whats going to happen but I hope the best for him and my cousins. They are very upset about it and so am I. Please keep him in your thoughts and ( Read more... ) -
Sometimes I Wonder, a personal entry
Sometimes I wonder what life might be like had I been born straight (dont start any argument over this please). For the most part I know I have always been sexually, emotionally, physically, attracted to other guys and not girls. Although I do have some taste as to what a good looking woman is, and if I wanted one what she might look like.. I ( Read more... ) -
WTF Im still alive! I still have an LJ.
WTF who still has me as their friend and would even care to read this thing? Ill totally start posting in it again. As I have matured alot in the past like, year, two years. Things have changed, intrestes are in their right places. All around I think I am alot more now who I really am than i was a year ago, or even 5 years ago. Leave comments or ( Read more... ) -
someone up there loves me
Why is it that i continue to have near death experinces but they never go thru? I continue to skin the teeth of car accidents, dangerus situations, and ironic situations. Like when my wheel fell off my truck comming home from the NIN concert. Yea i could have kept driving and the wheel could have come of and the truck smash into a tree at the next ( Read more... ) -
la de da
Well all 3 of the people i mentioned in my last post responded. How interesting? hehehe. Well right now im bored to shit and pissed as hell. Brian was playing with my new Dash 9 he got me for christmas and the fucking front light stopped working. What the fuck! im so pissed cuz its a brand new locomotive right out of the box. Its being used on 027 ( Read more... ) -
holy crap!
holy crap i have not updated my LJ in foreverrrrrrrrrrrr ( Read more... )
