friends....

[xjunkiexheartx]

well today is monday. i leave for home tomorrow at 8:30am. i miss home. but there's really not much there for me. there's griffin. there's school. and hopefully kailey. and hopefully other people too. oh and the beach. i feel like such a loner. when i go on my myspace i look at all the pictures of everyone having fun and i comment. but i don't

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[anonymous]

shana! please dont do this fucken shit to yourself. u cant always put everything on your fucken self. its shit other do too. its shit that u have to put up with that u dont need to. whats wrong with u being happy? what friend cant apreciate u being happy? then they WERENT fucken friends to begin with if all they wanted was for u to be there for them. fuck that. i wish u knew some things i want to tell u, i really wish u understood. we will talk when u get back about it. if ur happy spendin all ur time with me and im happy spendin all my time with u then ill never leave your side. dont u know what happiness is shsna baby? dont u know the difference from a day where u can be happy doing whatever U want to do and a day where u are dull from doing what u feel like u have to do. it hurts shana, it hurts what u say sometimes in shit like this and if thats how it is then maybe im not for u. fuck ur lies and ur heartless words spoken.

o golly

[kaileya93]

how could u ever think that i said i didnt consider you as a friend. that hurts. i thought u knew me. how would i say u were not my friend if i would go out of the way to tell u how i felt. to call u even know u wouldnt call back. i do not care about u not calling me ME thinking u were not there. alll that bs was on me dont put it on urself im a fucked up child with a fucked up mind. and u know that. you understand the way i think is nothing the way u think were 2 different people needing the same thing. and thats why we can be such fucking good friends i hate hearing people talk of things of me n u they dont know shit about. WHEN U COME BACK ILL CALLL U OR U CALL ME AND WERE JUST HANG OUT AND HANDLE THIS SHIT. hah got it U KNOW I LOVE U ... U BETTER FUCKING KNOW UR MY FRIEND I DONT GIVE A SHIT EVEN IF U SAY UR NOT hah jp

hate everything.

[kaileya93]

u dont understand and he doesnt understand what the ffuck i ment but the shit i fucking said so fuck all of that i m not happy with u being happy thats all i ever fucking wanted. io ll shut my mouth thte next time i want to say something about how i feel . so fucking sorry i never ment the shit u got from what i said. damnit . fuck everyone and fuck everything.