I thought that I would never write in this thing again
After reading old posts, I figured I might as well update...

Life's Grand.
The grass is finally starting to turn green and flowers are going to be blooming soon..this makes me SO happy. Winter is so lifeless and depressing, but soon we can all go play in the sunshine, it will be wonderful!

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Looking back into those eyes
brought a rush of emotions  i dont think i could even begin to explain...
I just hope your happier and better than ever.
<3  

and i try not to let my emotions show
but it ain't a balloon i can just let go
it's an ice cream cone dripping in the sun
sticky hands
sticky arms
sticky situation

ani=<3

I can't let myself be like this...

I apologize for tonight.

i'm imagining the way you say my name
i don't know when
i'm going to hear it again
my friends can't tell
my laughter from my cries
someone tell this photograph of you
to let go of my eyes

...i love you ani...

I had a talk with someone tonight, it made me realize alot of things.
Before us...comes me.
Hopefully what little bit of sanity I have left, will remain where it is.

Our conversation helped me more than you can imagine, Thank you so much. I love you Josh!

Here comes the turn around....The world better be ready.

Whats happening to me?
I know im stronger than this....but tonight hurt me more than I think anything ever has.

I have nothing left inside, I've poured out my heart only to get a negative outcome one too many times. I miss you more than anything, but Im done. No more trying, just the way you want it to be. A year of my life that I can surely say was ( Read more... )

At least one things for sure
Or maybe it isn't
No matter where we are
It's this life that we're livin' in

As of right now, I am taking whatever life has to throw at me and living each day for itself. Maybe its not what I need right now...but when I do find or realize what it is that I need..then I will be fine.

Won't you help me sing these songs of freedom...

Im happy.

I seriously can't wait to move out of my damn house..
I feel like I can't have my own opinion about anything here, I feel like I am always being judged and I'm sick of never living up to what my parents want me to be. I can't wear certain things I want to wear because my parents don't want others to get the wrong opinion of me. I can't express my ( Read more... )