I Seriously jut rode my bike probably about 5 miles. It felt so good but I am seriously tired. I hope my mom lets me hang out with her tonight I REALLY want to. Just seeing her face makes my day.

Yea so i turned 21 feb 4th..a little boring at first but for the past 2 weeks i've acutally been going out and having fun and meeting cool new people and stuff like that. i feel very good about myself. im definately the most confident in myself than i have honestly been my entire life and i dont know if it from work or what it is.. but let me ( Read more... )

i am so lost

i really do miss her i had the best conversation with her last night up till 12:30 on the phone and i wasn't even tired it was great. i really do miss her

i know we all make mistakes and i definately know i've made quite a few. i know i tend to say things i dont mean that i either say out of anger or just being stupid that i really wish i hadn't, but the words have been spoken and i really wish there was something i could do to take them back. that last thing i ever want to do is lose your friendship ( Read more... )

I Love Ashley...thats all i have to say about that

i am the biggest DUMBASS on the face of the earth i may have done the stupidest thing ever and it effects the only person i have ever really truly loved. i just didnt know what to do it calmed me down i just had to do whatever i could otherwise i think about her constantly but i know that she needs her firends and i know i can be controlling ( Read more... )

i bought a bass guitar on friday..a fender lefty jazz bass to be exact...i really love it its very fun to play i cant stop. im hooked. ashley leaves for michigan in a few days i dont want her to leave i'll miss her to muh but its only for a week it should be alright..well i must go i need to play more bass

i know i mess up sometimes and i know i can be negative sometimes but im actually really going to try to be as good as i can for her. i am so madly in love i can honestly say i can see myself being with her forever i dont want to see myself any other way

i wish i could be better for her..i mean i have never been happier with any1 in my entire life and i wouldnt change it for anything in the world but sometimes i just feel like im not good enough for her i want to do everything for her i want to be the best for her. I would do anything and everything to make her happy. I love seeing he smile she is ( Read more... )