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Jul 31, 2006 19:27

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entertainment - better than reality tv? anonymous August 1 2006, 03:23:48 UTC
My love life is crazy. I've been in an open relationship for a year. It started as a love triangle. Two ladies and one token male. It didn't work out, the only reason why she wanted to be with me was because its what her beau wanted (of course she ignored the truth until it was too late). She eventually left...after she got pregnant and trying to work shit out failed horribley. The parents could not be more wrong for eachother, it was a careless mistake. It's been just the two of us for months now, but we are on a break. So he can concentrate on making money and becoming respectable so he can have his children in his life and I can run free and frolick and be wreckless like young girls should. I'm always falling in love (love, not lust). I think that's part of the reason why monogomy does not work for me (not that it never would). I have another romantic interest that lives in a bordering state. an ex-roomie of a short time. He makes me feel as if I have been reading in the dark for years and the lights were just switched ( ... )

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anonymous August 1 2006, 03:30:48 UTC
I've always had a thing for you. You don't even know how amazing you are and I'll bet you are even more so now. It has been too long.

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insecurty... anonymous August 1 2006, 05:13:09 UTC
i live a life of bliss, or so it seems. everything i do is something of wonder and amazment. i love everyone i meet. i love you. when i am around you, i am happy, and everything is grand. when i am around everyone, i feel great.
but then i start to think. i realize that everything i do seems to be a lie. i truly believe that no one cares about me. that everyone just deals with me.
there are certain people who i know that make me feel worthless. i feel so depressed. i hide it, and i do it really well, or so i think.
everyday i think about death. everyday i think about wanting to end it all. everyday, i lose a reason to live.
then i see you, and i am better again. i realize that there are people out there that are the most wonderful people.
marisa, without you, i would have died.
i love you.

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anonymous August 1 2006, 05:46:46 UTC
1. i absolutely hate my body. those girls that people always say are too skinny..are the ones i want to be
2. but yet..i also love the way i look...doesn't make sense?
3. i'm too judgemental.
4. i would love to live the life of the sex and the city girls..for at least a little bit
5. [funny thing is..i am nothing like them in any way..]
6. i'm scared of death

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anonymous August 1 2006, 06:28:08 UTC
what do you do, when you are super attracted to someone, who is your friend? you don't have too many friends, but this person has been wanting to hang out with you lately, and you can see an awesome friendship. but you want more. much more. lots more. every part of you wants this person. your mind, your body, your heart. every part of this person seems beautiful and exciting and thought provoking. you dream of this person every night, and so you want all of it. and you want to share it all. but you also want the friendship, and you are afraid to tell this person how you really feel, because you don't have too many good friends, and this person is so awesome that you are afraid of risking it all. what do you do? so i just sit in the corner, being this persons friend, watching this person fall in love with other people many time, have their heart broken many times and go from one person to another, and you sit regretting the fact that you never tried to get more than just a friend out of this person. and you think how you may be the ( ... )

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