well hello loves. havent updated in awhile so here it goes. everythings pretty much sucked these past couple of weeks. me and damon still dont talk..prolly still hates my guts even though he wont believe or listen to what i have to say. he was in the hospital cuz he got hurt in the hurricane and i went to see him, but once i got there and called ( Read more... )

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Through your eyes are all the things I want to see. In the night you are my dreams, you're everything to me. Ill love you endlessly, even if you have moved on. I wont give up on you and leave you falling, if that moment ever comes.


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i miss him more than ive ever missed anyone in my entire life. i cant handle the fact that the 27th of every month no longer belongs to "us". hes my everything, hes what i wake up every morning for just because of the fact that maybe theres actually a little hope in him being mine again. i miss every i love you more and every impossible. i miss the ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT IM NOT DATING ZACH WTF..that would be like dating my brother..what do i fucking have to do to prove that i refuse to move on from damon? whether people like it or not..im not getting over him. he can hate my guts but im NOT GOING ANYWHERE and ill wait right here until he sees that. andrew you jumped to conclusions about my profile. zmj= ( Read more... )

You see, this isnt where my head is, if you knew me Im not like this. I dont have excuses for anything Ive done. So before this goes too far, let me tell you what you are. You're amazing. Im terribly distracted by my own foolishness. You've stood by me, you've come to my defense when no one else would. Love has a reason for everything it does. Im ( Read more... )

ive lost my best friend and the only guy who ever really cared about me

he hates me and it kills me

im not getting online anymore..im not updating anymore

so yeah

life fucking sucks..

shoot me now*

oh man..it was so cute today at school..i was in government and my teacher started talkin about how much he loved his wife and he was like almost in tears and he was tellin all the boys that when they wake up in the morning..their first thought should be of the woman they love and what they can do to make their day a little better ( Read more... )

im afraid to get close, but i hate being so far

[hes making everything seem okay and he fills my stomach with butterflies]

he didnt even get online today