it's lindsay birthday. my sweetie is 20 years old today!

this is totally awesome!

you're not a teenager anymore, how lame is that!?

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situations can get better.

i was sick this week, and it was lame.

i'm broke, and my car is still missing a window.

whoever you are. i'm sorry you hate me....

i feel overwhemingly dissapointed by life.

everytime i make something as goal, or an emotional priority, i'm made to feel hurt by it.

YOU: "my heart bleeds the darkest blood"
ME: "

so we had a show last night ( Read more... )

Current mood: hopeful/hurt ( Read more... )

so today while i was at work, someone smashed the passenger window of my car.

i don't know why. they didn't steal anything.

i guess...i deserved it somehow.

i went and saw comeback kid, beloved, evergreen terrace and stretch arm strong. it was a pretty good show and i'm happy i went. i felt stupid because i had to pass out flyers after the show, and i dont care for that too much ( Read more... )

So, i try and i falter.....

but that doesnt mean i will stop trying.

i have decided for the sake of my soul and my relationship with God, to give up any romantic ties i have with any girls.

to any girl who i have bene involved with recently. i love you, but i need to find myslef, and i need to find God.

please dont stop being my friend.

in other news..


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spent the week with jeff and laura and shanna. it was WONDERFUL. im pretty sure i annoyed the shit out of them the whole time. i love them, and i hope they know i'd do anything for them ( Read more... )