That's all she wrote for this journal.. I got sick of having x's around my username, so my new one is at http://www.livejournal.com/users/cutsman ....enjoy, or whatever.

Turmoil makes me happy. The band, I mean.

RIP Johnny Cash.. I love your music forever and always.

Also, John Ritter RIP. I was never a big fan of many of your movies, but I hope you enjoy heaven/the afterlife/whatever.

Thanks for your kind words, and/or understanding of my situation. It means more than you know. To explain, I have one real friend, and we don't see each other alot. Anyway, thanks.

Joelle, whenever I get on AIM you're never on. I wanted to speak to you though. But it's not important.

<3 you all, seriously. ~Nigel

I'm tired of being alone.

Where the fuck is everybody? I mean, in general. I never thought I could possibly have more offline friends than I do online, jeez ( Read more... )

What the fuck is he thinking? Am I really so selfish? I mean, I just want to know if it's selfish for me to think that because I spend so much time with this person that he would change a whole story just to not include me in it? On the internet for gods sakes? Fuck it, I'm done.

Apparently, I am completely non-existent to everyone. Including my supposed "best friend in the whole world" (or as far as I thought, anyway). This is a fucking incredible revelation. Jesus christ.

AND WHY THE FUCK IS SOULSEEK NOT WORKING. Fuck, I need some more alcohol, I feel like killing something.

Boo

Besty friend is having emo times. Girlfriend broke up with him. Wish him luck, even if you don't know him, okay? 'Cause he rocks the casbar.

<3 you all, ~Nigel

PS CAITLIN: What the fuck is going on? I need to know 'cause I'm all freaked out and paranoid for some reason.