relapsed

[xfattyxl]

haha no doubt about it. fasted for 6/7 days for 3 whole weeks and today iv just been binging. liike i have all week. taking too many laxs, arms a mess from cutting, hating life. 

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[alicia209]

I'm sorry you had to go through all that hun :/

[xfattyxl]

Its ok. My own fault anyways.

[starv4attention]

I am in the same boat except for the cutting part. Lots of love.

[xfattyxl]

Hugs

[sapphire_kittum]

But you were doing so well. You were working out, eating healthy and working things out. You're killing yourself. :(

What happened? What was so bad to throw away years of hard work?

Worried about you....

[xfattyxl]

Guess recovery got boring? Haha honestly no idea :(

[lorcas_novena]

So sorry to hear you're struggling. Are your family being supportive? I mean, I'm guessing you haven't told them, but do you feel like they're there for you? Lots of love x

[xfattyxl]

They are but I'm not telling them.

[exoticskin]

Ive relapsed too.:(

[xfattyxl]

Why?

[exoticskin]

Just stress with everything that is happening in my life. I have lost soo much control from being in control... it sucks. Relationship with my girlfriend is strained and somehow starving mself seems to help?.. Jobs stressing me out. Life seems shit again.

Hope that makes sense, cause it makes sense in my head.
Why have you relapsed hun?
x

[xfattyxl]

Girlfriend reasons too :( big hugs. Why is it strained?