mainly that's why i write a lot, to try and clear my mind and realize what I want/mean/is really going on after I reread it ( Read more... )

there was a time when i was wild, i've never gotten drunk, i dont mean it in dat way "wild" but i would never be home at night..not to mention weekends, i'd always have friends to hang out with, at least 4 or 5 guys liking me at a time..i was such a flirt haha..BUT, then things changed..and tonite reminded me why i like derek so much..that phase is ( Read more... )

am i just pretending ( Read more... )

i love him =)

='(

i am so confused....=\

i dont understand...
last nite..seemed perfect..

right now..it doesnt..

i need time alone.

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im not sleepy...
i was rele hungry and decided to eat some coco pebbles..tv sucks..there's nothing to watch..

i wonder how my lil coco is doing..

I need a break..a loooong vacation from everything..

why do i have random mood swings?

I have another journal, but I decided to start a new one and see how this one goes.
its 4.15am and there is not much to do.
I will browse through communities see what's out there.