...and lately, when I sleep alone. I feel that, I oughta learn you dont need me. Just stop kidding myself..

When I sleep, and you're what I dream about, I don't want to wake up. It's the only time I have a sincere smile and believable laugh. I can't help but feel sorry that I'm your nightmare.

"you tried loving but i guess you could not love me
how long can you count to a thousand

i could be the bigger man, bigger man.
yeah i could be the bigger man, bigger man.
but i just want to kill a man kill a man
really what's a bigger man?"

believe that there is a more meaningful reason as to why I can't find anyone else.

My dreams of you are always the most vivid - though they never make much sense. It's as if every time I start to get close to you, I'm suddenly pushed away and woken up. It reminds me of those "falling dreams", the ones where you wake up a split second before you hit. Only that in these dreams I want to see what happens after I hit the ground ( Read more... )

I don't want you to think that I don't care or realize. I'm just lacking the words to respond.

I keep this as a reminder as to why my good deeds never prevail. And to how I've always seen through you. Even in your most persistent of times.

Goodbye. I'll miss you.

Sincerely yours always,

Someone you used to love.

If you go you should know it matters not where but why.
Is it your friends, have they let you down again?
Is it love... or lack there of?

If you go, you should know.
Should you lose your way.

I'm staying at home.

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Momentarily, I trick myself into believing that you feel what I feel. Then I realize that you don't and I'll die this way. Miserable and lonely. Peering in at how happy you've become. How no one cares to ask what's really going through my head. My life is lonely and no matter who I come across no one can help me forget that.