Body: "A woman drove me to drink and I didn't even have the decency to thank her ( Read more... )

the world is missing a great person and yet the sun comes up in the morning and sets each evening. It's funny how unaffected the world is by my loss.

I'm down to about 5 months until I move and every day I find a reason to stay and two reasons to leave.

I'm finally doing something that will make me happy and it blows my mind that I am surrounded by constant negativity. It's sad that I don't care as much as I should. At least I'll have less people to keep in touch with in 8 months.

I woke up early yesterday and decided that I should convince Kim to join me in some quality day drunkeness. We started off at Harpers with every intention of ending at Harpers. However, as most of you already assumed, our bar tour 2K6 ended approximately 12 hours and 6 bars later ( Read more... )

I was moving some more of my stuff back to my parents and I found a journal from 9th grade. Reading back, I realized that the assumption that my mother has recently become crazy is inaccurate. She's been crazy, I just chose to erase that from my memories. My biggest regret is moving back home at her request ( Read more... )

I just want to post this to make all of you aware of the fact that I'm pretty much buried alive with family problems, potential school problems, job problems and every day bullshit problems. So needless to say, I don't hang out much anymore. Unless of course it involves extreme inebriation and a temporary mental block of my currently stressful life ( Read more... )

my 21st birthday consisted of 44 drinks (20 of which were shots) in 27 hours. My liver is going to hate me.

I'm going to tell a story of my life beginning last Tuesday, a week and a half ago. I woke up at 8:30 because I was supposed to go find a shore house. I felt like shit so I called and cancelled and went back to bed. This was the start of me being violently ill until the following Monday, complete with 2 nights in the hospital, complete dehydration ( Read more... )

it's always fucking something.

I've become an irresponsible, unmotivated person and I am doing everything possible to change that.