my lovely boy has been on a marriage kick lately. Apparently while he was up here visiting it was something that was on his mind......he didn't say anything mainly because he didn't really think it was the place. although jenn and i were talking about it a bit. But that was because her boyfriend jeremy was/is starting to save up for a ring for her ( Read more... )

my trip to geneseo was fucking great ( Read more... )

its early ( Read more... )

i'm so anxious i feel like i'm going to throw up.

could it quite possibly be?

is my boy actually going to make it up here?

holy shit batman!

keep everything crossed for me.....

i leave for geneseo on thursday, and hope that someone special is there with me.

i hope hope hope.

<3

i've decided i'm a cross between martha stewart and a bitch ( Read more... )

can i tell you how much i hate pride ( Read more... )

at odds with myself again ( Read more... )

things would be so much easier if i was clinically insane.

jesus.

i've been dumped.

he still loves me.

he just thinks i should go and find someone better.....

someone that i want.

i just don't get it.

i don't understand.