i'm not sure i'm cut out to be human.

i wonder if one of my cats would trade places with me.

at least then i could get some sleep.

these feelings of anxiety.

mainly about school...getting in, or not.

being smart enough, or not.

i'm starting to feel somewhat of an idiot, like i'm losing all the sense i've in my head, that i spent the past few years gaining and tucking away.

where its all going i'm not sure.

and where i'll end up without it?

who the hell knows.

i start work at schapiros again ( Read more... )

and all the stupid lies i hide behind ( Read more... )

ugh ( Read more... )

i feel disgustingly fat.

jesus christ

our phone is fucked up.

and....not quite sure whats wrong with it.

and, i took peoko to the vet today.

apparently cats (kittens) can die from flea induced anemia....

weird right?

have you ever looked at something....like, really looked at something ( Read more... )

i get my contacts tomorrow ( Read more... )

dear god ( Read more... )