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it was like i had never really heard a speech before. it was as if any expectation i have ever had of witnessing something magical in our american history, was met completely. his sentiments ran through every possible course of my body. i found my hand flying in the air and i heard "good boy, good boy" over and over again. it was like i finally ( Read more... )

there are mornings where i could just look at her forever. i could run my hands up and down and over. finally realizing the beauty and truth. it clouds my head with misunderstanding, because i never thought this day would happen. i'll never miss those days of confusion and hostile aggravation. now i can take her in my hands and run fingers through ( Read more... )

BRING IT, FUCKING, ON

the more i hang out with someone, the more i realize i actually have less and less to say
remember the other day? well maybe i was wrong, maybe i will give up before i even actually start


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) What is more difficult for you; looking into some one's eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into some one's eyes as they tell you how they feel ( Read more... )

it looks like my original fall dreams won't be coming true. and i actually thought that for once, something new [but expected] would happen in my life. i wonder why it's so hard for my parents to follow the dreams that i have, instead of trying to lead me on theirs. but in all honesty, i shouldn't complain. because sometimes i catch myself sitting ( Read more... )

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i've always thought of myself as someone deserving of.. more
but maybe, as i'm getting older.
i should stop waiting around for someone to give it to me
and actually do something for/by myself; on my own, you know

maybe
maybe not

constantly feeling like you're on the verge of throwing up is no way to live. but i would be lying if i said i didn't bring it upon myself. and i switch the hat from helpless to hopeless way too often and i never know how to find the middle ground. i don't think i'm looking forward to all the hours august will bring, but the money will transcend ( Read more... )