right now, i wish i could be articulate.
i have a lot i want and need to say,
and i don't have the words to do so.

damn it.

i'd lock my hands behind my head,
i'd cover my heart and hit the deck.
i would brace myself for the impact if i were you.

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i can't stop crying.
and i don't even know why.

here and now is where i wanna be;
not hanging on some worn out memory.

lately i've been so moody.
i'm not sure if it's PMS or just stress from studying
or a mixture of the two.
all i know is i'm taking it out on everyone.
and people probably hate me now.
not that i blame them...

and i'm having the worst dreams ever.
ugh. :(

as soon as i decided that i was going to force myself to get over it,
he comes right back.

wtf?

why can't i just win?
once?
that's all i'm askin...

i can't wait to start my new year's resolutions.
and i'm going to make a giant poster of them,
to remind me, every day, to become a better person.

that's all.

i can,
and i will.

i have too much to worry about
in my life,
i really just, don't have time
to put forth the effort it requires to maintain a relationship with him.

in other news,
nicole is being a rather nice roommate.
and i'm poor.
that's all, really.