Well, fuck ( Read more... )

I've been in a funk (again!) this weekend. I've really got a lot on my mind with work and family and... well, work and family really. Haven't been able to get to sleep at any decent hour 'cause my mind is just racing through so many things. I've made a couple really tough decisions; the hard part is going to be putting them into action ( Read more... )

Right now I'm equal parts sad and pissed. I got an e-mail from my sister today, and it really tore me up. She says: "How have you been? Hope you are doing well. I'm guessing that you know [my nephew] will be coming to mom's house this weekend to spend the week with them. I do have one request of you, and I don't want you to feel that we are ( Read more... )

I just got a really upsetting e-mail from one of the family. Part of me is too upset to talk about it right now. Part of me is too mad. Most of me wants to move as far away from here as I can and leave all those who've rejected me behind. I'm just so sick and tired of all of this crap ( Read more... )