I never post anymore, but I have just noticed that my friends still post so I will read your intimate thoughts now that I have added you to my blogger follow thingy. Oh yeah I post over here now. http://shesgotglasseson.blogspot.comRead more... )

When I'm alone I'm usually pretty happy, but I want a guy. When I have a guy I'm usually just miserable and insecure. Right now I'm in between and feeling very confused. Its nice to have someone to come home to, but I feel like the best part is trying to find him, trying to catch him. THE CRUSH! I fucking love the crush. I love the way it feels, ( Read more... )

My new friend in minnesota seems to have a positive effect on me. I have written 3 songs since I met him, all within a week. They are all cheesy love songs but I really like the lyrics I wrote and so do my band. He likes them too, probably cause they're about him. He wants me to come visit him, i want to but I know its stupid and it will never work ( Read more... )

If anyone wants to live with me or knows someone who needs a roommate in the San Jose or bay area please let me know! I have to be out of my house by the end of may, dad is sick, can't pay the bills when you got no job. Let me know.

Yesterday while I was at work this guy who I had a crush on in high school came in to sell some crappy old VHS tapes. I offered him 4 dollars and smiled a lot but he decided to keep them. He left, then a few minutes later he came back and handed me a tape he made and I asked what it is and he said "its me making noises" and it was really good and I ( Read more... )

God forbid I should ever get the guts to talk to a cute guy. Instead my face chooses to freeze up in sort of a scowl and I look angry or like I'm constipated, thats IF I can even hold my head still long enough to make eye contact with said guy ( Read more... )

Okay so everyone I know won tickets to the free alkaline trio show except for me, Plus its the day before my birthday, NO ONE DESERVES TO GO MORE THAN ME... okay maybe I'm being a bit overdramatic but my life is ruined ( Read more... )

Lately things have been feeling a little more hopeless, and a little less graspable. I'm fine, really I am, I am happy about life, and where its going, and what I'm doing. I feel like I want to just feel excited about someone, just really fucking excited, but there's no one to feel excited about, and gilmore girls won't buffer fast enough. I'm ( Read more... )

I suck at this whole rebound thing, I can't rebound to save my life... Is it really too much to ask for a cute stranger to want to make out with me? Thats all I want. I'm too picky I think... if i wasn't edge I could get drunk and makeout with someone at a party! Damn me for having morals and standards!! I am to blame!! Some guy was totally smiling ( Read more... )

So pasta pelican guy is totally not going to make out with me. I hate private profiles. He approved me this morning and he's married! Oops I need to stop flirting with married men.

I RULE!!